Sometimes things just fall apart without you even knowing.
They fall apart at the seems before you can even catch them.
Somethings fall apart with you knowing and you let it.
Sometimes you try your hardest to fix it but the other doesn’t
Then once it is done it is done.
No matter how badly you want it you can’t get it back no matter how hard you try.
You remember all the memories.
In the beginning the bad ones override the good
But just wait for when all you can remember are the good.
You are strong you think everything Is going your way now and that you are In charge.
But your not
Now all you can remember are all the good memories
When you would sit on his bed and watch movies all Saturday.
Playing board games with his family
Learning everything about him
How both of you fought for each other so much in the beginning but when it was the end it was only you
You remember his river trips when you found your favorite place. But now you won’t be able to go back with out thinking about him and kissing him at that sunset
You flash back to the last summer you spent with him. The best summer of your life
The trips you took
The time spent together
You thought that was it. That he was the one
You thought he wasn’t gonna ever let you go
You thought you were as wanted as he was to you
But now your doubting yourself
Maybe it was your fault
Maybe it was you
Maybe it was you and your continuous need to always be right next to that person.
You start to break down because now it is your fault
But is it really?
It is both of yours
You both stopped trying eventually
He stopped first and when he was gonna start trying again that is when you stopped. He was to late
You were already done
You were just to afraid to let go
You never thought this day would come
But it did
It is almost five months from that day of heartbreak and you are fine
But your mind never ceases to remind you of the good times.
You wonder about him and how he is doing
you wish you could just talk to him to let him know you still care
Mainly just to see how he is doing but you can’t cause he hates you
you broke his heart
Cause you have moved on
You are with another boy now.
He thinks you cheated
He blames it all on you
But was it you
You never cheated.
But not like you can get that through to him now.
Two hurt people can never understand the other side.
There is nothing to do now.
But you still get random dreams at night with him in them
And you wake up missing everything
Is it everything or is it memories
In those dreams it brings back up all the feelings and the fact that you even dated him.
You buried all those things away.
Those dreams undig it for you.
Those dreams remind you of his touch how he would hold you his smell his eyes his hair how your love was
How your life was for two years
You knew everything about him like the back of your hand.
But now it doesn’t matter
It is over
It has been
You are happy now finally
And sure you wonder about him sometimes and have memories flash up but in the end your happy with out him and that is what you thought you could never be.
Happy 8 months my dear! I don’t know why but I like this picture cause it isn’t one we took. It’s something that someone else saw and took of us. And it makes me happy to see that even in someone else’s point of view they see our true love. And that is exactly what we have. Whether were going on adventures, laughing, eating, being weird, or even just sitting on a couch our love is shown and seen and that is more than we could ask for! I love you darling! And CHEERS TO US! 😍👍😘❤️ (at Beach House 🌊☀️🌴🌺)
“We are here to serve & protect”
This fucking bullshit.
this why I fucking hate them dumb ass police . like why they gotta do all that !
How the U.S.’s ZERO weeks of paid family leave compares to the rest of the world.
This is exactly why we have this technology